Mary and the Mystery of Theosis

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My latest article is up at CatholicMom.com:

Mary and the Mystery of Theosis

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For My Aunt, on the Eve of Radiation Therapy

The last time you fought cancer, Aunt, I was away from home.   I wasn’t under the cloud perpetually weaving through the hills, watering the moss growing on Oregon rocks, Oregon trees, and (sorry to say) Grandpa’s roof.

No, I was in DC, and, like most everyone living in DC, I was preoccupied with staying alive while driving on I-495.

Coming home after many months away, though, does have its advantages.  I sometimes notice changes the others do not.  After arriving home for Grandpa and Grandma’s 50th anniversary party and seeing you for the first time in months, I knew right away that you were different.

Sure, there were physical changes, both positive and negative – I think I made a comment about how nice your hair looked and you laughed at me for not recognizing it as a wig – but the change I sensed went deeper than physical change.

You were happier.  You had confidence.   You know, you may have even had moxie.

Cancer is beastly.  Yet you took its beastliness and turned it to beauty and strength.  You knew yourself better.  You knew what you didn’t want out of life, and, even better, you knew what you did.   So you have done something about it.  You applied to college.  Smarts aren’t exactly in short supply in the Fox family, and you want to cultivate your share of them.  You have furnished a home and planted a rose garden.  And you loved and cared for Grandma as she fought her own battle against cancer.

In short, you have walked the path of the cross of Christ.  He entered into our suffering not to eradicate it but to transform it into hope.  How?  Who knows. It’s a mystery, and yet I think you know something of it.  Your life is evidence of it.

And, spitfire that you are, we all know that life ain’t over yet.

Godspeed to you as you begin these next few weeks of radiation therapy.  Mary, Mother of God, Our Lady of Sorrows, pray for us all.

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What the Word of God Does – and What Catholic Writers Do

What does it mean that Christ is the Word of God?

All good gifts come from above.  Words are my gift from above, originating in their form with the Word Himself and employed by this imperfect creature.

Words bubble up and pour forth like gas from champagne. When generous with myself, I call it verbosity.  Otherwise, I call it rambling.  (After I’ve been rambling, unchecked, I always feel as though I had drunk too much champagne – a bit woozy and a bit embarrassed.)

The words want to run wild without direction, but I must build my strength, strap thick ruddy leather to the bits at their frothing mouths, and drive those words toward the completion of a finished product.

To what end?  Purity.  “Redemption comes to us above all through the blood of his cross, but this mystery is at work through Christ’s entire life:

– already in his Incarnation through which by becoming poor he enriches us with his poverty;

– in his hidden life which by his submission atones for our disobedience;

– in his word which purifies its hearers;

– in his healings and exorcisms by which ‘he took our infirmities and bore our diseases’;

– and in his Resurrection by which he justifies us. (CCC 517)

When we are given the gift of words – and most of us have this gift in some form – we are participating in Christ’s redemptive work.  His words purified his hearers.  My words must come into conformity with this purpose. We write to purify ourselves and others.

This isn’t to say that I must never depict what is not-pure, that is, evil. That would be ludicrous.  No, instead I must be ready to depict evil as truthfully as I can, in all its horror, in all its might, and with all its consequences.  Only then will I have art, and only then will art reveal evil so as to purify us from it.

And this isn’t to say that my work cannot have nuance – another ludicrous position.  Some, in advocating for clearer lines of good and evil for the sake of cultivating the Christian imagination, have indeed sacrificed nuance.  No.  Instead, I must be ready to depict human nature as truthfully as I can, and in all its messiness.  Only then will I have art, and only then will art serve the purpose of showing us to ourselves, and of showing God’s grace as the redemption is really is – infinitely higher and more powerful than our bumbling attempts at self-justification.

Also, this isn’t to say that we cannot take humor in man’s foibles and fallacies.  Again, ludicrous.  The joy and mirth that bubbles forth from the depths of God’s delight must find its place in art.  Where is the humor in contemporary Catholic literature?  Are we so deadly serious about our commitment to the revitalization of Catholic culture that we have forgotten to smile?  When will I open Dappled Things and find a raucous, rollicking piece that splits my sides?  Have we forgotten that laughter opens our hearts to truth?

Whatever our words, they are words for the sake of purification. In a sense they become His redeeming words.  Or, perhaps, they were His words all along.

My words, wild and untamed and unlearned as they are, must come closer and closer to their source in the Word.  The waters overflow, and I must form the banks of the river and direct them toward pools of purity, where a writer meets her readers, to giggle and splash in ice-cold refreshment.

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Lectio Divina on The Imitation of Christ, Thomas à Kempis (no. 1)

February 22, 2012
Ash Wednesday

Whoever follows me will not walk in darkness,” says the Lord. These are Christ’s own words by which He exhorts us to imitate His life and His ways, if we truly desire to be enlightened and free of all blindness of heart. Let it then be our main concern to meditate on the life of Jesus Christ. (Imit. Chr.I.1.1, Tylenda)

Fra Angelica, Scenes from the Life of Christ. (Credit: Wikimedia Commons)

Me.”Christ,do I know thee? Imitate you, follow you, but with you, in fellowship with you. Following you is more than following a static blueprint. It is a dynamic relationship. You are the Friend who I admire so much that I do everything you do, like a middle schooler imitating the popular girls. But you are the (only)proper object of my imitation – the Incarnate God Himself.

Blindness of heart.” The heart is different than the head. What I know can be in opposition to what my heart sees or doesn’t see. But my head also follows my heart, so that it can be blind where the heart is blind.

Meditate.”Middle school: When I was twelve I meditated on the exact slouch and folds of so-and-so’s socks, so that I could wear my own socks in perfect imitation. But meditation,by this example, is limited. I meditated on so-and-so’s socks, but I rarely spoke to so-and-so.

Christian meditation is a prayerful contemplation of the mind and heart upon Christ, in the company of the Holy Spirit, God Almighty. While direct prayer to God is certainly part of meditation, it seems to me that meditation is first concerned with receptivity – the“listening” side of that relationship of Friend and friend.

Study,therefore, but more than study. Study is active; meditation is active/receptive.

Life of Jesus Christ.” Not my spiritual feelings, which come by God’s grace and go by that same grace. His life is a concrete historical reality that both happened in the past and permeates through time and space and eternity, through Heaven, through earth, and into my heart. Concretely. Concrete beyond feelings. More than feelings. So let me seek Him who is concrete rather than feelings, good and helpful and welcome though they may be.

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